Coffee Talks: Time to Listen
It feels like it was just last week when I took my mini break from blogging, but it’s actually been a month or two. I don’t want to take another break, but if I don’t slow my roll, I’m going to burn myself out.
I know there will be products I’ll want to share and updates I’ll want to give, but that’s probably going to be the bulk of my blog for a week or two, maybe longer. Truth is, I just want to take some time to listen.
I want to find new blogs to read and new people to support. I want to work on my engagement with others. I want to focus less on myself for bit. I’m starting to run out of things to write, and that’s not like me at all. So, before I completely exhaust myself with my 3-4 weekly posts, I’m going to pull back.
I want to stay on socials, and I really want to continue with my awareness and body positive message. Truth is, I can’t post and motivate others about positivity if I’m not actually positive.
I’ve had a lot happen in the last few weeks that has dimmed my light and overwhelmed me. I don’t want to get into too many specifics or point fingers, but I will give a mini share session.
My grandma has bone cancer, and I’ve mentioned her health issues before. She’s battled other cancers but nothing this aggressive. She’s very sick and working on getting her life in order in case she can’t pull through this time.
The doctor said that even with chemo and all these treatments, we can hope for 5 years. My family is scrambling to help in anyway they can, but there are some members who are cruel and selfish. There are bad people in this world, and my family has a few of them just like the rest.
It’s not just the negative family weighing on me. I had a recent betrayal from a friend that proved to me that time doesn’t dictate friends or trust.
Honestly, all of these let downs are eating away at me. I know a million percent that there is no control over negative and toxic people, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t get to me sometimes. I used to tell myself it was a waste of worry when it comes to situations like this, but the little things add up.
It’s okay to not be okay. I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety for years. I’ve gone to therapy and know very well that it’s okay to not be okay. It’s okay to breakdown, just don’t live in that breakdown. While I’m not fully breaking down, I’m taking a step back before I’m flooded with worse feelings.
I love blogging. I’m very fortunate when it comes to my immediate family of my kids and husband. I just want to take a few steps back to breathe and reevaluate some of the connections in my life.
Life is full of bumpy roads, so I just need to readjust my seatbelt a bit. I’ll be okay. I just wanted to let you guys know that I might not post about blogging or strategies. I might not do a consistent Coffee Talks series this month, or I might only do my Coffee Talks series. I’m not totally sure yet, but I’m taking it all day by day.
I will be active on my socials, but I might not promote my blog as often. I love Housewife Hustle and everything it’s become, but I really want to just read and listen for awhile.
I’ll still share my body positive messages, pet shenanigans, and family fun on Instagram. I’ll still pin my favorite recipes, outfits, and beauty ideas on Pinterest. I’ll still scroll, tweet, and retweet. I just need to remember to breathe more. I can’t accomplish my goals if I’m short of breath.
Thanks for all your support.